~ Don't Let Me Fall ~

I miss you so much.

Wondering if you know or do you feel the same.

When I totally lost control over my emotions,

Fear and mixed feelings started to rule.

I think I know deep inside,

I would pause and hesitate a moment

All I have to do is to admit and face it.

Currently listening to 'My Life Would Suck Without You' by Kelly Clarkson.
(which happens to be the song in my blog).

Guess this means you're sorry

You're standing at my door

Guess this means you take back

All you said before

Like how much you wanted

Anyone but me

Said you'd never come back

But here you are again

Maybe I was stupid

For telling you goodbye

Maybe I was wrong

For tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

But you're pretty messed up too

Either way I found out

I'm nothing without you

Being with you is so dysfunctional

I really shouldn't miss you,

But I can't let you go.

Cuz we belong together now,

Forever united here somehow,

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life would suck without you.

*I less than three you*

♥♥♥

~ Kitty-fy Your Life ~

Chinese New Year is practically nothing but boredom and entertaining guests to me. I hate meeting up relatives cause they would comment and make a big fuss on everything about me from head to toe, my grades, my friends and etc. I was hiding in the room most of the time surfing whatever I can on the net then I spotted something that caught my attention.

It's the M.A.C Cosmetics x Hello Kitty Collection. Finally M.A.C Cosmetics which is one of the most famous brands is collaborating with the glamour-puss, guess many girls have been waiting for this day to come :)

The limited edition collection will be available at MAC’s website on February 10, 2009 and in MAC US stores on February 12, 2009 (just in time for Valentine’s Day) and overseas stores in March 2009.

Models of the collection.

The Hello Kitty collection consists of two collections: the Hello Kitty Colour Collection and the more high-end Hello Kitty Kouture. The Hello Kitty Colour Collection includes six shades of lipstick, six Lipglass shades, two tinted lip conditioners, two eye shadow palettes which each contain four shades, two shades of pigment, two Reflects Glitter stock-keeping units which is one blue, one pink, four Glitter Eye Liners, two shades of Beauty Powder, three shades of nail polish, a black mascara, and false lashes.

The Hello Kitty Kouture collection is more of a high-end line and great for collectors. The range consists of two shades of Dazzleglass, each feature a reusable silver chain pendant with Hello Kitty outlined in white Swarovski crystals on black with a pink crystal bow and Sheer Mystery Powder which is available in three shades, packaged in a silver powder compact with Hello Kitty outlined in white Swarovski crystals with a pink crystal bow on a black background.

Not only did they create a range of cosmetics, there’s also a line of accessories which consists of a Petite Makeup Bag, a medium Makeup Bag, a plush doll, purse mirror, three-brush collection, a mirrored key clip, beaded bracelet, a tote and soft vanity kit.

Hope that the price would be affordable and that I would be able to get them on hand before the stocks go finish as it's limited. I am so in love with the full collection that I can't wait!

♥♥♥

*Got no control over but to miss you.*

~ Sober ~

Didn't manage to get a wink of sleep at all last night. Feeling super tired and sleepy now but still wanna blog a little before I sleep, teehee. I'm relieved that I managed to settle most of my stuffs by now. I'm so excited that finally I moved and I can't wait to stay at my new place.

It's Euphoria night again on last Thursday. Blame the Ministry of Sound to have chosen such a strategic location nearby the place where I am currently staying :D Met so many friends especially people from Monash in there as it was always crowded on Thursday.

Dj Sense in the house!

It's been some time since I meet this sweetie pie, Venice <3

The one who puked that night, LOL.

Guess who's this? He said it's better this way cause he don't wanna show his eye bags.

Obviously, it's the mushiie with his new hairstyle which made him looks so cute.

The pimp of the night, Melvin.

What a bad hair day for me that night -.- I realised Jacky was no where to be seen in all the pictures. Why are you always so busy, Mr. Jacky? It's really nice meeting and having a good chat with Luke, Plol, and Chuang Yip.

And again, I really enjoy doing it and I wanna do it again and again so, sorry mushiie :D

This time he's Superman wannabe.

What a cute one.

By the way, I'm back in Johor now. Having mixed feelings, was missing certain things there in Subang but I'm not sure what I'm really missing too. Maybe I'm so used to with the freedom I have there and always being around with friends when I can be myself.

It's Chinese New Year Eve tomorrow and I'm not feeling or having the mood at all. Chinese New Year is not my thing and those 'dong dong chiang' songs sound noisy to me. Plus, I have exams to study for just after Chinese New Year so it's more like a study week to me than holidays. Anyway, I'm here to wish everyone a very Happy Chinese New Year! Enjoy and have fun guys :)

♥♥♥

*Feeling weird and lost being far away from you.*

~ The Way We Roll ~

Went to Neway to sing on Tuesday night. I didn't really sing though because even if I did, their voice had already covered mine -.- So I was cam-whoring with his specs :D

The retarded electronic gadgets enthusiast.

Mushiie went retarded too.

These are some random pictures which I just feel like putting them up out of sudden.

The piggy me and my new cap from babe Adeeee :)

Oops, I did it again! Sorry mushiie, LOL.

♥♥♥

~ Love Is Hard ~

OUCH!!

I see lovers in the streets walking without a care

They're wearing out loud

Like there's something in the air

And i don't care

They're treading lightly

No they don't sink in

There's no tracks to follow

They don't care where they going

And if they're lucky

They'll get to see

And if they're really really lucky

They'll get to feel.

And if they're truly blessed

They get to believe

And if you're dammed,

You'll never let yourself be diseased.

And it kicks so hard,

It breaks your bones.

Cuts so deep

It hits your soul.

Tears your skin and makes your blood flow

It's better that you know

That love is hard.

Love takes hostages, gives them pain

Gives someone the power to hurt you again and again

But they don't care

If it was easy,

It wouldn't mean nothing tough.

♀♂

~ Truth Or Dare ~

It's the second last weekend before Chinese New Year! Everyone's out in the street to shop for new stuffs. Woke up pretty late in the afternoon on last Saturday and got a message from Club Monaco saying that there is an offer on that day. So, we went to my favourite shopping mall, Pavilion again.

The driver of the day.

What a poser! But that's just me :D

Cam-whoring and fooling around in the big and comfortable fitting room
of Club Monaco while the guys are deciding what to buy.

Surprisingly, I met so many friends in Pavilion all in one day. There are some that I have never meet before too, such as Daniel in the Topshop, Foo, Mao from Penang, and Moca.

Look at all the things the dude bought. Now I know how scary guys can be when they seriously wanna go shopping. Even scarier than girls -.-


At night, the suggestion of going to Euphoria to chill came out from nowhere. I really wanna know the feeling of using my own VIP card and own ID to enter a club so I went too :D The feeling of being legal is good somehow. However, I already had a guest list that night, thanks to Mr.J :) Saturday night in Euphoria is usually rather quiet so I brought my camera along that night.

It's been some time since mushiie tagged along when we went to clubs.

The same Kelantan boys together with Soon Sing back from Melbourne on the right.

Well, his SHINING smile is hardly to be seen.

Some Malays celebrated birthdays in the club with mini cupcakes and Coke.

Small, medium and BIG.

Promoting the vodka which actually tasted awful to me.

Mushiie the one of my best cam-whoring partners.

With Shean.

He's shy.

A super close-up of silly faces.

I love Saturdays :)

♥♥♥

~ Holla Holla ~

Finally I get to meet up with Adeline the babe on Friday. That babe was back from Adelaide for at least a month and I've yet to meet up with her. I used to hate classes on Friday cause I want an earlier weekend, but recently, I realised I attended most Friday classes. Maybe because of my mood is getting better when weekends are approaching so that I've got something to motivate me to class? LOL. What a lazy bum I am.

After classes, went to fetch Adeline and we headed to Bangsar to shop as she claimed that she has never been there before. Just got to know that we share the same fetish and craves on bubble milk tea a.k.a pearl milk tea.

The babe changed and got so much prettier than before :)

Trying the same dress in the same fitting room.

And this the is the present Adeline bought and brought for me from Melbourne. Loving it lots especially the colours :) I'm always addicted to colourful stuffs. This cap is available in Malaysia but it's kinda limited and not many choice for the colours. Been eyeing on it for some time and now I've got it, teehee. Thanks babe <3

Next week is the last week of my summer class and this weekend is my last weekend here in KL before im back in the dead town for Chinese New Year. I'm gonna curse and nag and complain a lot again :( I am so sure I'm gonna miss everything here, and my summer class is included in the list. I sort of prefer summer class than my usual semesters for don't know-what-reasons :D Have to enjoy hardcore before I'm back!

♥♥♥

*As I understand lesser, I got happier*

~ Trainwreck ~

My messy hair best described the mess I'm in. Like I'm breaking down.

Again, my bloggie is in a hiatus mode due to the workload from classes and of course, going out :D

Anyway, back to last Friday, woke up early in the morning for class. And Katherine actually teased me it's the first time she ever sees me staying till the lecture ends cause sometimes i would sneak out halfway before I doze off soon -.- So, while I was munching Pocky in lecture, Rou Gin texted me asking to hang out in the afternoon cause she was too bored. Oldtown, here we come again.

Gossiped for hours then at night she forced me, haha...not really forced but begged me to help her drive her car to Times Square to get her boyfriend from Singapore. So many funny things happened all the way and we almost got fine by the police, LOL. But the reality is "no money, no talk". And this is how we got away from the police without fine. Bumped into Leng Leng, Jacklyn, Vivi, and Liza in Times Square before we got back.

Rou Gin and her boyfriend, and me being the "bulb".

Saturday was an awful day for me. When I'm not fully recovered from my sick yet, here comes the PMS problem already. ARRGGHH! Couldn't even stand properly and I had to hide myself under the blanket and on the bed for the whole afternoon :( Gobbled down uncountable Panadols before I recovered to be able to join the guys to The Gardens at night for dinner and some window shopping. I know, I know Panadols are not good but I wouldn't care anymore when I'm in that kinda unbearable pain.

PMS-ing? or I did not know how to blink?

Not much caption lately except for my own pictures :D I'm in such a big mess this month, so many things to cope with and time is passing so fast. Yeah, I knew I created some of the problems myself due to my bad habits and now it's time to face the music. Enough of complaining, I wouldn't give up till I drop (voice of fading confidence). Gotta go now, my presentation day is tomorrow. And the deadline for tonnes of submissions and assignments. Ciaoz.

P/s: Sorry for all the delaying of appoinments and promises I've made all these while especially to my babes ( Adeline and Faye). I'll try to settle everything before I'm going back for Chinese New Year. Thanks for understanding, loves.

♥♥♥

*where did my confidence lost to?*

~ Spree On Weekend ~

A spree on weekend. Yeah, its actually a shopping spree on my last weekend :) Went to Pavilion as the guys wanted to get their clothes for Chinese New Year there. Ended up I didn't get anything for myself except La Senza stuffs.

Guess which is the natural and which is the posing picture? It's pretty obvious -.-

On Sunday, went to Sunway Pyramid with Siew Yuin. Got myself a bag from Miss Selfridge with a satisfactory price. As I said before, she always wanted to cam-whore with my camera every time we meet, LOL. So, here we go.

And this is just some random picture of the mushiie a.k.a Ker Yi.

This is what people called as rock star wannabe :D

My January is so "heavy" with lots of work loads :( So many things to decide and do and settle. And I'm sick again *sobs*

♥♥♥

*Going crazy*