~ Hope For The Hopeless ~

Well, I know it's weird and funny and impossible.

If you think I'm showing off, go ahead. I just know I'm not.

But yes, I'm one of the 20 girls being shortlisted to be auditioned for FHM 'Girl Next Door' last Sunday.

I happened to be persuaded to fill up the form by the crew who came to Euphoria last few weeks, and also, I happened to be shortlisted. Never in my wildest dream did I expect that I would be chosen when so many other girls out there might want this. I even forgot that I filled up the form before until the text message came.

I wasn't too excited or desperate, I was just too surprised.

It's something new and different for me.

BUT

I gave it up because of some personal reasons.

And now I'm wondering if I would regret one day for not trying out to get to know the feeling of having such an audition while I'm still young.

And now, I would never ever know what the ending would be if I did give it a shot.

Since it's already too late, I shall just accept the fate and hope for something better :)

Love Always ♥

XOXO