~ Duality Of An Ending And A Beginning ~

As Monday was a public holiday, everyone seemed to be having fun on Sunday night. It's rather crowded everywhere compared to usual Sundays. As San Yee came all the way here from Kelantan to spend her holidays, we met up for a short while in Pavilion. She has been asking me out since months ago even before her SPM, haha. I remembered we first met on my birthday night in Kelantan last year.

It's camera time again! :D

San Yee & I.

Had dinner at Madam Kwan's then walked around Pavilion and Starhill. Went for gelato before movie starts, the usual routine. Watched 'Bedtime Stories' that night, it was hilarious. Gonna give that movie 3.5 out of 5 ratings.

Which is mine? ♥ my new sandal lots.

p/s: stop trying to pluck my dear rose, friends :D

San Yee and the boyfriend of hers.

He looks like he's gonna kill someone anytime soon, LOL.

Well, time flies. It seems like year 2008 is coming to an end soon and New Year is near. The best thing I love about year-end is the duality of an ending and a beginning. So much had happened throughout the year yet it seemed like just a glance.

Wishing next year will be a greater and luckier year for me, keeping my fingers crossed. One of my wishes is that I wish my request of having a sharper and taller nose like those "ang-moh" will be granted, LOL. I know it's impossible though. Now I'm waiting for the celebration of New Year to come, hope it'll be fun. Have fun everyone! :)

♥♥♥

*Wishing there's a new start in the new year for us*

~ Surprises Come When You Least Expect Them ~

I've got some amendments to make on my previous post. Yeah, it was indeed bored last night on my birthday, but it turned out to be some sort of scam by my dear buddies and of course Mr.B being the mastermind! Just minutes before my birthday ends, they tricked me to their house and gave me such a big surprise. I was starving and kinda moody at that moment but they totally changed my mood with just a cake and a really sweet birthday song sang by themselves.

Thanks to all my buddies, too many to name here though, and especially the main mastermind. Love you guys lots! :) Although my birthday was a simple one, I was really touched. Did not manage to get any picture of my cake as we finished it before I remember, LOL.

Talking again about birthday, woke up pretty early around 9am to have breakfast together with Joseph. Seldom wake up this early when I'm in Subang, feeling so good :) Then, picked his family up as his family was celebrating Christmas in KL this year and headed to One U. Christmas is over but the Christmas trees in One U are my favourite among all the others.

After that, Joseph's cousin, Daniel joined us together with her sister and girlfriend, Siew Yuin.

Siew Yuin would always ask to cam-whore together every time we meet, haha.

These are presents which are already with me. Chocolates from UK that I can't live without from Ron, a cute music box from the Mr. Kok Leong, a purple Euphoria VIP card from Jacky, a red packet from Joseph's parents, last but not least, a pink Ipod Nano. There is a top and a dress from Yong Way but I forgot to take picture of them. It feels great having a club's vip card just when I turned 18, and the red packet came just in time when I needed more cash especially end of the month, and the Ipod Nano is the one I've been longing for with my favourite colour on it :)

A picture with your precious Bose headset on my head.

♥♥♥
*Lots of love*

*With every surprise you did for me, you proved me right*

~ Sweet Eighteen ~

I'M OFFICIALLY 18 TODAY! :D

But...I'm kinda disappointed and bored actually. Blogging and watching Gossip Girl on my birthday night with my stomach starving? -.- Well, I know birthday isn't really a big deal, everyday could be birthday if we want, but maybe I expected at least a little more than this? And I thought 18th birthday is like a pre-21st birthday, LOL. It's once in a year too. Duh~ Anyway, maybe I expected too much, I'm not really that unhappy though. I'm lucky as I have a lot of friends who remembered my birthday and I actually got quite many presents this year :) Although some of them are not with me yet. But I love every single presents I've got. The numbers of people who wished me broke my own record again, hahaha. I'm not trying to show off alright, just kinda touched when I scrolled through all the wishes I've got.

I'm wondering whether having birthday the next day to Christmas is considered as lucky or unlucky now, LOL. Most of my friends were either too tired or bankrupted after the celebration for Christmas. But some did promised to make it up for me on weekends. Not gonna expect much anymore, just hope it'll be fun too. Looking forward to experience all the things I could do when I'm officially 18! :D

P/s: Thanks for all the touching wishes, really appreciate lots.

♥♥♥

~ What Christmas Should Be ~

Having serious dark circles late at night on Christmas.

Well, in KL, the first thing that comes to my mind during Christmas are rows of cars being stucked in most of the highways. And maybe, people walking on streets or partying in clubs becoming sandwiches, LOL. But it's fun after all I guess, at least it's only once in a year and the more people there are, the merrier it'll be.

No captions for this year's Christmas. Nothing much happened, but oh yeah, 'something' did happened actually. Over all, I'm happy with my Christmas I guess. A big part of the reason is because of a surprise from the so-called Mr.B :) I ♥ it so much and I'm so excited that I didn't really know how to react to it. Never think you could be so sweet too uh? I thought the word of surprise seldom appear in your dictionary :D Thanks again, I will appreciate it and ♥ it all the time.

Basically, my all-time-buddies suggested to just go drinking and chilling at somewhere nice, since everywhere seemed to be packed and it wouldn't be fun wasting time squeezing. Ended up going to some club called 'Supperclub' in Hartamas which I heard its from the same management as 'Ruums'. It was rather big and happening though, second choice after Euphoria. It was all good until we left the club.

'Something' happened on the way back and also when we reached home. Not gonna talk further about it here though. Not sure whether Christmas this year should be considered as a good or bad one. Anyway, everything's cool now and I just wish all these won't happen anymore. Apart from that, I just stayed at home the whole day for Christmas waiting for the next celebration :D

P/s: Thanks to you, I know that my Christmas and birthday is gonna be wonderful :)

♥♥♥

*Have fun guys!*

*Memories will always remain*

~ Merry Christmas! ~

Wishing everyone a very Merry Christmas! Hoping that everyone gets to enjoy like there's no tomorrow on this very special day :)

♥♥♥

*Lots of Love*

~ Fly Me To The Moon ~

Life-oh-life! It's all about dilemma, unsatisfaction and decisions which I hate so much. But still life goes on. Hating Monash so much recently, never felt so stressed and anxious about my studies before, so tired. But of course, I know part of it is my own fault, my worst habits: laziness and procrastination. Having classes and homework on Christmas eve isn't fun at all. Ought to have class on my birthday too but thanks God, it's postponed. If not, I'm gonna curse and complain all day long :D

Though I'm enjoying everyday, sometimes I'm feeling so lost, wondering what I really want in life. When I'm alone, everything haunts my mind. No one knows what's gonna happen in future, thus, how I'm gonna make decisions. Smiling on the face but it may not be true in heart. Different expressions when I'm in front and behind the door. Loving life yet being so tired living it too. Feeling thankful yet wondering whether is that something I really want. Knowing it may not be the best choice yet want it so badly. Rationally wanted to let go yet your heart and soul do not agree with it. Got what I thought I wanted but ended up feeling differently from what I expected. Studying or working hard everyday yet asking myself back whether I'm really happy doing this. Proud to be in Monash yet hates the feeling of pressure. Well, the list goes on and I guess everyone feels that in life so I don't have to talk much about it.

Sometimes, I just wish to go to somewhere beautiful far faraway where no one knows me and live my own life with the way I want it to be. Or maybe just fly me to another planet and become an alien? LOL. No burden, no pressure, no decision, no LIES. Routine sucks. Life's fragile, life's short, should appreciate and make each day a surprise.

Everyone sees who I appear to be but only a few know the real me. You can only see what I choose to show, there's so much more you just don't know. But no one can judge me unless you've lived my life.

♥♥♥

*Hugz & Kisses*

*Just like money can't buy everything, 'sorry' can't delete everything*

~ Blissful Blessings ~

Many of my friends are actually December's babies like me :) So last Sunday was Ker Yi's birthday. Went out drinking in the bar outside Coco Banana to countdown his birthday since it's Saturday night as well.

Slices of me.

The guys of that night. Guess who? The guessing game begins here *winks*

Did you get to name them with their body figures right? :D

And these are the only girls that particular night.

Shin Yee the sexy babe & I :)

The lucky kiddo, luckier than the birthday boy, LOL.

Seriously poser -.-

And again!

Spot my favourite shoes or sandals? Guessing game again, hehe.

Of course, not to leave out the birthday boy, Ker Yi a.k.a mushiie.

They forced me to be the 'light bulb'!

Guys can be scarier than girls sometimes when it comes to posing.

What-the-hell pose is that? HAHAHA! Reminds me of kung fu panda.

Groupies.

The 'mystery man' and I. Well, he warned us not to show his real face.

Before heading back home, we're able to get in MOS for around half an hour, thanks to Jacky. P/s: Sorry to Jacky too.

Went back to SS17 after that. All of them 'KO-ed' except me, Shin Yee, Joseph, and Yong Way. Chilled for a while and cam-whoring session continued. here are some promoters advertising Ker Yi's birthday presents. Never know sanitary pads can be multi-function uh? LOL.

After all the fun and laughter, our stomachs are grumbling. Went 'yumcha' with Jacky in SS15 before calling off for the day.

Woke up rather late the next day. Then, Joseph suddenly suggested to go to Low Yat to get some stuffs. Had dinner at Asia Cafe then we headed to KL. Unfortunately, we're kinda late as most of the shops in Low Yat are closed when we reached. So, we went to Pavilion to have our supper and then movie.

While waiting for the movie, we had gelato as desserts. Desserts are must-have for everyday of my life :D

Lil kiddo posing again.

Watched 'Yes Man' and it's really funny. Stomachaches after all the laughter. I would give the movie 4 out of 5 thumbs up. By the way, 'Ip Man' was a great movie too. The Japanese guy in the movie is so attractive! Gave the movie 4.5 ratings out of 5.

Last night, went for 'The Day The Earth Stood Still'. Must be thinking "movies again -.-" haha. The movie turned out to be okay only, 3 out of 5 ratings I would give. Everyday is just so simple yet I'm enjoying :)

♥♥♥

*Loves*

*Forgiving is so much easier than forgetting*

~ Tagged By Miss Monica ~

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear ________(the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I thinkI realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___.I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory.You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue- Our romance is over
Red- Our affair is over
White- I'll join the monastery
Black- I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervertYellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stoneBlue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Hate your guts
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Now, here's my Letter MEME :)

Dear Monica,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but i dislike you. I thinkI realized it when I changed tennis shoes in your camping car and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're middle-class enough to understand how awful I've felt. I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory.You should also know that I get sick when I think of Oprah Winfrey imitations.

In pain,
- Sophia -

HAHAHA, makes me laugh my ass off!

I tag :-

*Mr. Ker Yi

*Miss Shin yee

*Mr. Joseph

*Miss Khai Yuin

*Miss Belinda

*Miss Jacklyn

* Mr. Roy

Have fun guys :)

~ Like A New Beginning ~

Just got back from class, feeling so tired. Classes and homework everyday. Despite that tiredness, I'm living everyday to the fullest :) Never drop never stop, LOL. Tired also must cam whore a little, haha. And today is Thursday, been waiting for today, teehee.

By the way, here's some updates of pictures during the outing with the girls in Pavilion that I mentioned before. Just got those pictures from them. There are four of us: Jacklyn, Vivi, Leng Leng, and me myself.

The sweetie pie, Jacklyn.

Pavilion's toilet again, LOL.

Fooling around with the photo booth in Jacklyn's Macbook.

I scratched my car on Tuesday night. Damn sad looking at it right now =(

♥♥♥

*Good day everyone*

*Can't wait, can't wait*

~ Lights, Camera, Action ~

Well, here's some updates of my new pictures. I know it's 'many' instead of 'some' actually, LOL. But I've got this weird habit or illness which I would think of my camera and then I would play around with it for hours whenever I'm too free or lying on bed or what-so-ever. And if I'm still too free after that, I would do some little editing. Teehee~ Anyway, it's G.I.R.L.S.

Any comments? haha.

By the way, my fetish for Christmas stuffs continues and here is a gingerbread man from The Coffee Beans. Hmm, how am I gonna bear to eat it up when it's so cute.

P/s: It doesn't matter what people say and it doesn't matter how long it takes, words can't bring me down. Though decisions and choices may be wrong, it only matters how true I am to myself and I shall believe in myself and follow my heart.

♥♥♥

*Waiting to see what can be proved*

~ ♥ Loving December ~

When it comes to December, I'm always hyper active and excited. Don't ask me why -.- It's the routine almost every year, most things seemed to go my way in December, maybe because I'm December baby :D

Weekends are always full of plans, so last weekend is also not an exception. Went to Bangsar and then The Gardens with mushiie (Ker Yi) and the lil kiddo (Yong Way). Thanks to that 2 funny guys for being multi-tasking: being my shopping companions, being my body guards, and helping me to carry everything I bought, LOL. While we were in Bangsar Village, first, we spotted several teeny tiny cute-sy little luxury cars.

Aren't they adorable? It's a Jaguar on the left side.

Imagine how lucky and spoilt children nowadays are, I don't think we have this kinda luxury toys in the market when I was young. One day we might see some children driving tiny luxury cars like this on the road with us, LOL!

Then, we saw this car parked by the road side in Bangsar. This time it was a real car and it looks like something vintage.

Lastly, we saw this before we go off. Guess it's the dream car of most guys or even girls.

And I realized I have this really insane fetish for everything regarding Christmas, yeah, everything as long as they are linked to Christmas. Just look at the pictures and you'll realise it too.

This one is the one in Bangsar Village, which is made of plastic bottles. Reuse to save the environment as well as saving cost :)

These were in the centre court of Mid Valley.

These were in The Gardens.

Spotted!

Three of us.

Big mushiie & Lil mushiie.

Love the colours.

I guess I have the photographs of all the prettiest Christmas tree in town already, not all maybe but almost, haha. Call me crazy :D

Sunday. Went Sunway Pyramid again for dinner with the same group of buddies but this time Siew Yuin is here to join us, not forgetting Steven as well.

I'm already bored of being the driver =(

Come back and replace me soon Mr.B

Then, my beloved Shu Huey came to Subang from Johor for 2 days to accompany me. Accompanied her to dye her hair once she reached on Monday, and I cut my fringe shorter. How do I look? To me, there's no big difference, haha.

Another friend of Shu Huey joined us on Tuesday and we went shopping the entire day. Had dinner at 'Delicious' in Bangsar.

Our colourful drinks and yummy spaghetti.

Beloved Shu Huey & I. This girl of mine is seriously sick when she's going back, so if you read this Shu Huey, promise me you'll recover soon alright :)

♥♥♥

*Loves and Happy Holidays*

* It's Thursday tomorrow :) *